Finally! I have just moved to Toronto.
As I said a couple of months ago, I have planned this. And now I am experiencing the North American Way of Life. It is completely different from what I saw as a tourist. Now I really feel something changed. Is it really what I want? Though question. Maybe I can answer in 3 months. Or, maybe I can answer now.
What I wanted is a plan for my life. And in my life there is Bowen, and Toronto. For now, it is enough. I feel I am on the right path. And going to the right direction. What's next? Don't know yet. But I know I have to walk.